Good Morning,
Today's devotional is titled,"It's Not About You." It was written by Mary Wilkins. The theme is that when you feel rejected or undervalued, it is more frequently about the issues of others and not about some shortcoming of yours. Mary wrote, "I had communicated my desire and she had answered me honestly. I didn't get what I wanted, but in the end, I got what I needed. (the truth)"
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"It's Not About You"
"It's not you, it's them," my friend reassured me.
My feelings had been hurt, and I was crying over the rejection of others. I wanted her words to be true. I wanted to be able to blame them. But satisfaction, comfort, and resolution remained out of reach.
Many months later I was meeting with my pastors, lamenting over my lack of connection with a certain group within our church and they asked me, "What is it you want?"
"I want to be a part of them. I want them to say hi to me, and smile when I say hi back." It sounded childish as I said it-but I was speaking openly.
"Then tell them," the pastor said. His wife agreed, "They won't know, if you don't communicate."
It sounded so simple. I mulled it over for the next few days, and the next time I saw one of the ladies, I asked if I could speak with her for a minute. She said yes, and I proceeded to explain myself and how much I liked her and the other ladies. "I would like it if you could say hi to me with the same smile on your face as when you say hi to the other ladies, like you are so happy to see them.
"I really am happy to see them," she said sincerely. Then she continued, "I don't feel that way when I see you."
Her honest answer didn't actually surprise me. I can't explain exactly why, but it didn't even hurt me like I would have thought. Later in passing, pastor asked me if I had spoken to her. I calmly explained, "She doesn't like me like that, and she can't fake it and pretend when it isn't true."
The truth had set me free emotionally. I had communicated my desire and she had answered me honestly. I didn't get what I wanted, but in the end, I got what I needed.
And you will know the Truth,
and the Truth will set you free.
John 8:32 AMP
Dear Lord, thank You for the gift of hindsight, and for opening our hearts and giving us understanding about each other and ourselves. May the truths You reveal to us each day show us the hidden things in our lives, so that we may call them by name and be set free. In Jesus name, amen.
Written by
Written by
Mary M. Wilkins
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Prayers are lifted up daily for
you by the Devotional Writers
and the Monthly Writing Staff
of Women's Focus Ministries.
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